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Und irgendwann war sein Atem am Ende und er brach zusammen. Es war seinedie ihn wieder auflas. Nun kam sie wieder an ihren Sohn heran, der sich zu Hause pornozeitschriften blicken hatte lassen. Die Mutter hatte nie aufgehört, für ihren Sohn zu beten. In dieser Lebenskrise pornozeitschriften Sciambra die Liebe Gottes neu und fand den Weg zurück zum katholischen Glauben, den er bereits als Kind hochmütig aufgegeben hatte. Die Realität der meisten Homosexuellen sei jedoch pornozeitschriften anders. Derzufolge müssten alle Homosexuellen für diese Ehe eintreten, auch wenn die meisten gar nicht daran interessiert sind. Nach vielem Leiden, Verfolgungen und inneren Kämpfen ist die Annahme der Homosexualität für viele ein Versuch, inneren Frieden und Vollendung zu finden. Das aber ist ein Betrug. Statt dessen sei den Menschen zu helfen, statt sie ihrem Irrtum zu überlassen. Damit übt Sciambra auch an jenen, die Homosexuelle verurteilen, ohne ihnen zu helfen. Die Betroffenen werden dadurch nur in die Flucht getrieben, was sie meist der Homosexualität erst recht nahebringt, so der ehemalige Pornodarsteller. In diesem Zusammenhang verteidigt Sciambra auch ohne Wenn und Aber die umstrittene und von der Homo-Lobby bekämpfte therapeutische Hilfe gegen Homosexualität. Homosexualität wird als sexuelle Fehlentwicklung gesehen, die durch bestimmte äußere Faktoren ausgelöst wird und die therapeutisch behandelt werden kann, wie andere Verhaltensstörungen und Fehlentwicklungen auch. Homosexuelle, die dies leugnen würden, würden sich selbst und andere belügen oder hätten nur noch nicht ausreichend in ihrer Vergangenheit gesucht. Die meisten Homosexuellen hätten die entscheidende Episode pornozeitschriften sehr genau präsent.
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